A chronicle of my life and poetic meanderings of my personal journey, joys, lows, and intermittent strife.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Just | Authspot
Just when the evening learns what the day knows
Just as the song lyrics used to speak to me and say
Just when a lover becomes lost in a lover’s throes
As the burning star reclaims the newborn day
Just when the cat is let out of the bag to begin
Its Cheshire cat sly and mischievous grin
It begins to end
This time I will not shy away
I am above it this time around; not below it
I am stronger, more resilient; stoic
I am prepared to know it
I am not afraid
I can and will show it
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Iluminar | Authspot
Grays
and bluer days
Clouds come rushing into my wearied mind
Phased,
cut by the blades
What am I to do when what I’ve lost I seek again to find?
Let the good shine
Let it shine forever on
Let the Wisdom become
May it become mine
Let the weather forever change
And let the Sun’s shine come upon
My skin and then
Let it shine well
Let the blossoming jasmine smell
Where the sadness used to dwell
Let it shine on and when
It grows dark; shine again
For me
Copyright ©2011 by j. k. Bradford, All Rights Reserved
Iluminar | Authspot
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
July 12th Old Topanga Canyon | Authspot
On July 12th Old Topanga Canyon
I propped myself against a convenient boulder
Trying to match the cool I saw in you
With a green St. Pauli bottle in my hand
You were walking with arms stretched out like Boeing wings
A balancing act for an overgrown spunky child
And like a child you traversed the jutting rocks
And softly hummed some Smith’s song
It was then that I had a melancholic moment when
I realize that you and I don’t belong in this world
Of harlots and thieves
Anymore than YOU belonged to me
Copyright ©2011 by j. k. Bradford, All Rights Reserved
July 12th Old Topanga Canyon | Authspot
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Quid Pro Quo
Hardly, but in you I see an evocation
A proper preoccupation
A reason to be
A life of doing something simply to please …you
When all things crumble down
And the world’s countenance has fallen to the ground
We will still be; for the duration
Are you my new obsession?
Hardly, but when the novelty reaches its expiration
We will still continue to be
Loving and living; blurring the definition of two
Defying addition and multiplication
Are you my new “art nouveau”?
My project,
My quid pro quo
My creative heart’s alliteration?
Possibly,
But more importantly you are for me a place to keep my love safe and free from harm
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Sunday, May 8, 2011
You Don't
wanting
thinking
I wonder
hoping
acting
above it
or under
dismissing
wishing
convincing
the thunder
to wait for the accompanying lightning’s flash
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Saturday, April 30, 2011
Jesus Wept for His Friend (John 11:33-35)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Despite You and In Spite of Me
the hurricane you think men to be never came for you
and all of your posturing wasn’t worth the loneliness it cost
you
At times I find it impossible not to stand awestruck as you tap dance around unfounded fears
and when one gets the best of you,
I fear for you as the escalation begins and you like an animal
cornered
Lash out and destroy within yourself and others the very thing
that makes a loser win
and so I sit
I will wait through the storm of stated facts masquerading out of context
Screaming inside for you to abandon the storm cellars wasted years
Abandon your house of cards and come home
I will wait because once the skies clear
and the Sun makes its new debut
You will see my love washed clean from the rain of reality
Still here for you and no worse for wear
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Thursday, March 24, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
The Greater Moses
The Greater Moses
(2 Corinthians 4:3,4)
also moonlights as a means to an end
A monolithic myth clothed in a false credibility
What crown the confounded;
misguided have worshiped
To be fair?
Their hopes? Ill founded
Leaves true worshipers who,
eager to teach are none the less astounded;
knowing this crown appropriately rest elsewhere
What heralding pleadings of come!
Trumpet from false voice and placating rock masses
Content to amass material assets
Their rock masses simply made of paper mache boulders
Though the Devil ma’care
That their champion rest not in the Greater Moses
but on less capable and sinister shoulders
Monday, March 14, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Night Shade Harmony
HAPPEN stance
and HARSHness we called a lover’s dalliance
Fights over HONESTY
HONESTLY?
Resentment ruled the roost and hence
Forgiveness was offered without any AMNESTY
Mistrust,
Strained finance
Refusals to adjust,
Malignant
We needed real professional assistance
But help never came and we didn’t seek it in a measure
That honored the depth of our feelings
And the arguments continued with persistence
We refused to talk
When the other DEMANDED?
We balked
If I were the one REPRIMANDED?
I walked
When I tried to leave you pleaded
Gripped my pant leg wet with tears; the door blocked
I didn’t UNDERSTAND IT
It was awful
I thought I lost respect for you based on your behavior
In REALITY? Never
Never in a million years
I think back on how much you meant to me and I savor
The MEMORY
The secret sounds of twilight conversations at dawn
The nightshade HARMONY
The way we fit so perfectly together in love and lust
The ECSTASY
No one moved me and soothed me like you, TRUST ME
And I am not sure anyone ever will
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Friday, March 11, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Caveat Lector
and you deem precious
I would by route
distract you with these well rehearsed false impressions
In softer muffled tones and spice riddled
Affirmations and accents
To teach,
and unlearn your mother’s caveat lector lessons
While the caramel plum hue of my intentions
gets the better of me;
it mercifully remains hidden
at least partially in the dim light from where we are sitting
Cradled in an overstuffed button punch love-seat
leaving me in this pitiable condition
I want to forget my own vision and see you in
purposeful poses
Positioning the lotus for me to notice
Your ambiance wafting in the air like summer roses
I swear
I swear the swans have traversed the lake
and upon the shore of your submission have landed
and here I stand
At this moment the sum of my weakness and glands
and all of this why?
So I may pluck the daylights from your star's
forbidden sky
Until exhausted you fall breathless into the slumber's hands
©2010 J. K. Bradford
Friday, February 11, 2011
Under Loose Assumptions
Photos and miscellaneous magazine clippings
You used to keep
A box full of charcoal drawings and letters cryptically
written in Swedish
To family and friends still frozen and pickled on Akvavit in Stockholm
I wished I could understand the language
But the words stared back at me silent and apathetic
As if to mock my inability to decipher their import
I wish you had taken them with you
I wished I had not been so nostalgic and sentimental
Because
I thought I had long ago forgot
I thought the smell of you had long since faded from my memory
and before I had the chance to lift my shield of recovery
My mind splintered into a thousand small
fragmented windows through which shone your face
From every vantage point and place we visited together
or talked about visiting as we lay conversing and intertwining
our legs under comforters
And I was involuntarily transported to a page in the book
long ago, ripped from the spine
and dog-eared, and crumpled
Under the loose assumption that it had been discarded
I compellingly went through the box in its entirety
Photos, compact disc, and incomplete sketchings
Letters and scrap book contents
and in the end I remember what once was
Before reminding myself of what could have never been
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Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
The World Wants Monsters
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Flimsy Like Paper Lace
Flimsy like a lace paper window pane
Rattled in a heavy wind blown rain
The rain
The rain came quickly down
And the shutters leaked as they tried in vain
To curb the pelting sound
The rain the rain falls wet and cold
And weakens the hillside ground
Which then gives way and
Tumults over the wall which cannot hold
The rain the rain
When will it end
The rain will never cease
The rain will someday wash our weary souls I am told
The rain the rain the rain the rain
©2007 J. K. Bradford